Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Well, I must admit that yesterday was a pretty sad attempt at posting but to tell the truth, I have been limited by time and I didn't want to neglect my readers. I did find the whole past life thing a little interesting. Sounds a lot like my present life.

I suppose that one could say that the end of one year and the beginning of the next is a good time for change. In my case, I didn't finish the one thing that I always complete at the end of the year and that was cleaning everything from top to bottom. My fault really because I fell into old patterns of behaviour. That is one thing that I decided to change this year...

You see, as much as I love change, I am also a creature of habit. Last year, I spent most of my time at the same places with the same group of people. I really like these people but to tell the truth, I was pretty bored by December. I like the safety of hanging out with people that I trust in places that I also trust however, it is part of the reason that I was so blah towards the end of the year.

Because I don't want to get caught in the same rut this year, I have decided to spread myself around. I started reconnecting with people that I haven't seen for a long while and it was really inspiring. I think it is time that I venture out from the safety of my crowd and just do things that I hadn't thought to do in a long time. (Don't look for me to start skydiving or bungie jumping anytime soon though). It's time to have fun with it.

This is going to be a good year. I can feel it!

Oh, and if you are one of those that I was hanging out with all of the time, please do not feel that I have changed my mind about being your friend. I just wanna break out of this shell. It's no one's fault except my own that I am in this position and I am just trying to rectify it. (I will talk with you about this a bit later...)

Take care all and have a great 2006!

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